definitely everything about everything in my world….
October 29, 2008 at 8:30 pm · Filed under Uncategorized
on love by bob ong daw
1. “Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya..”
2. “Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba..”
3. “Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.”
4. “Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.”
5. “Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.”
6. “Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din.”
7. “Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang.”
8. “Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa.”
9. “Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang.”
10. “Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una.”
11. “Hindi porke’t madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa.”
12. “Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka.”
13. “Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority.”
14. “Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya.”
15. “Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo.”
16. “Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala”
17. “Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan”
18. “Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!”
19. “Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal…nakakatakot mahulog…at kapag nahulog ka, it’s either by accident or talagang tanga ka..”
October 26, 2008 at 8:21 am · Filed under Uncategorized
“you’re the one who’s weak..
coz u’ve never known love..or friendship…
and i feel SORRY for you…”
—un na un.no need to elaborate.
October 23, 2008 at 12:15 am · Filed under Uncategorized
just a point:
next time u decide to hurt a friend, an acquiantance or ANYONE for that matter.. at least have the decency to explain everything.
don’t leave her hanging.
she has every right to know why.
that’s not the way friendship [or 'so-called friendship'] goes..
cheers to your happy [or 'so-called happy'] life…
June 25, 2008 at 11:28 pm · Filed under Uncategorized
“Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your
heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build
up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can
hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask
for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and
then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like
‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way
into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
- Neil Gaiman -
February 16, 2008 at 3:14 am · Filed under Uncategorized
i miss you.i used to know everything about you.but things have changed.i have a lot of questions.so many left unanswered.i know i have a little spot in ur life now.i used to be a big part of that.now all i have are queries.what do u like,what makes you happy,what makes u busy,what are ur interests,whats ur fave fud,where u hangout,what makes u cry,what makes u smile.who are ur friends now…i cant blame you.i pushed u away.it’s late when i realized we’re in different worlds already.new circle of friends.when i try to fit in ur world, the more i feel far from you.far from what makes u happy.but id rather see u happy with them.id rather see u smiling,laughing ur heart out,having fun with them.than seeing u sad when ur with me..you dont like the new me.i dont like it either.i wish i could bring back the old times.i wish we’re kids again.laughing in the rain.swimming.playing street games.and even picking fights with other kids,wahahha..all of it,when we had fun together.when i made u happy.selfish huh.but im not.
and so id rather let u be with ur new friends.coz i cant take care of u.coz i always make u feel taken for granted.im sorry..
and so i wont keep u for myself.id rather see ur blissful face rather than see u pissed with me.id rather see u happy..
still..
im just here in case you need me.. 
February 9, 2008 at 9:49 pm · Filed under Uncategorized
i talked to a sis last friday.she’s been asking me for a meeting with her since last week, but i always declined.i was busy these past few days.on second thought,i’ve been busy since time immemorial.haha.that’s why my bestfriend got sick of it.i guess.
that friday wasn’t different.it’s still a busy day.but i had to talk to her.i need that talk.i was hungry for it.no mind with the recits.no mind with the backlogs.i just felt i had to meet up with her.
and so i went.9am.i grabbed my Torts book and Regina folder and hurriedly left.i was thinking of what my schedule would be for that day while walking.what time my class would be, how many hours vacant, what time i could eat, what class would i skip if i wouldnt be able to study.blah blah blah.too many things to take note of.
and then i saw her.patiently waiting for me.and then we started talking about things..stuffs…friendship,anger,dreams,love,frustrations,happiness, family,faith,silliness, simple things..
then it hit me.im not THAT busy at all.just a case of a cluttered mind.
a cluttered life.a life full of unimportant things to worry about.that there are far more important things in life than being stuck with things that you can’t change,things that you can’t control.
that im too busy, unmindful of things that teaches us just from letting it happen,things that touches us real deep..
and i just have to let go and let God..
thanks sis.that was a big help.i don’t mind the tears and the puffy eyes.the peace of mind you gave me was all worth it.
keep the faith.
January 19, 2008 at 5:01 am · Filed under Uncategorized
time check…
happiness.. 
it’s been three years since i’ve posted something here..upon reading it, halata ko lang na sikat ata noon si "daba kong toda"…hahah..i wonder who that is..oh well, sya si ano..ask my cousins if what name nung sikat na sikat na nkalagay sa copy ng cases ko…grabe, i miss those crazy days..i wonder where that guy is now..heheeh..
hatred..
it’s been three years..i feel i have no choice but to finish law school..have to..there are people who wants us to fail..you’ll never get your wish..harhar..and for those of you who made our Christmas "almost" a cold one.. hope you don’t ever feel that hurt..damn you..
moving on
it’s been eight years..i’m letting you go..i know you’re happy now, an answered prayer..i’ve been stuck on this for sooo long..finally someone made the first move..a BIG help.. a sincere THANK YOU for every moment i felt happy..
looking forward to better days 
July 28, 2005 at 10:57 am · Filed under Uncategorized
hay…it’s 2am…habang kayo ay mga tulog..ang mata ko naman ay dilat pa…
uhmmm…i’ve been stressed lately..este…lagi lagi na lang akong stressed..pambansang krungkrung na ata tlg ako…
kainis…kelan kaya ako pu2nta ng skul na aral na aral, tapos notebook and pen lang dala? astig diba…pero kelan kaya yun…
hay lyf…kung bakit ko pa kasi pinasok to…
hehehe…
bakit kaya lagi na lang nasa huli ang regrets?
pero yung ibang tao kasi, alam na nila ngaun pa lang if ano ba tlg gusto nilang gawin sa lyf nila…some of my friends will get married na next year..yung iba naman career muna ang inaasikaso..ung isang frend ko naman, ngpakalulon sa kadramahan ng luvlyf..ung bestfrend ko, gusto muna tapusin nursing nya..ung isa pang best ko, kinacareer ang engineering tsaka yfc… [peace dona]….and ME??? waahahaha..’til now. im not really sure if i’m supposed to be in skul..hahaha…but i really want to be a lawyer someday…kaya lang sabi nga ni tin, this skul includes all aspects of your feelings..emotional, physical, psychological,religious aspects..blah blah…sabi nga nung classm8 ko dati, prayer is the best thing that can guide us in law school…true enough…si papa God na nga lang kinakausap ko pag naba2liw na ko ka2basa…hay..as ive said before, kung bakit kasi 24hrs lang ang hours in a day? bitin…
i do hope na maayos ko na pagiisip ko regarding what i want to be in the future…kasi naman matanda na ko kaya kelangan nang ayusin ang lyf dava..hindi lagi na lang inuman eto..haahah…
hay..la na naman sense ang mga pinagsasabi ko…
baka magalit na2man yung isa dyan nd mareklamo na2man about friendster blogs…
well, sori..gusto ko lang mgtype ngaun before going to sleep..para msaya…
un lng…
and as may old paboritong parting phrase says: …. "daba kong toda si @#$%##4.."
haahahah,,
miss ko na kayo…
July 24, 2005 at 10:19 am · Filed under Uncategorized
blah…blah..blah….
Come to think of it, looks like it’s so simple to be happy…
It’s so EASY to be one…
uhmmm…
and there are so many reasons for a person to smile once in a while…
Meeting old friends…
Call from a special one…
Text from a long lost friend…
“ingat” from a crush….
Eating 6 times a day…
Sleeping more than 8hrs a day… ['ope i'l have one..]
Money for gimik…
Corny jokes…
singing along with "hale" "cueshe" and the like……
Yet, at the end of the day, just for one frustration….you’re still unhappy…
The question is…
Why is it that the reason why one person is unhappy tend to affect her more than the reasons why she was smiling? Pathetic….
Human nature?
They say that no one can ruin your day unless you permit them to do so…
so easy for them to say…
But no matter how you try to spend your day right, hurts come…frustrations come…
I guess some people are not this sad..
But I am sometimes……
Family…friends…school….blah blah blah..
Damn those things…
Good thing my close friends told me that happiness is a choice….
and i choose to be happy…hahahah…
Good thing that even with these life stuffs,
they tend to make me smile, laugh, giggle…whatevah…
Good thing im not the drama queen anymore…
it’s easier to smile now…
it feels good to smile now…
just simple words…
simple stuff…
no vague ones….
no need to check mr thesaurus……
simple thing that i want to share with my dear friends…
as the pic says….miss you guys…
< the ? is: sino yung girl? ba malay ko….ahahahaa..nagandahan lang ako sa pic nya…tsaka yung msg sa pic…>
July 6, 2005 at 8:33 am · Filed under Uncategorized
la lang… nagha2nap kasi aq ng space dito sa friendster para masingit to…kaya dito na lang sa blog….ehhehe….
all i wanna say is……
miss ko na si daba qng toda…..
wahahahaha….
