i miss you.i used to know everything about you.but things have changed.i have a lot of questions.so many left unanswered.i know i have a little spot in ur life now.i used to be a big part of that.now all i have are queries.what do u like,what makes you happy,what makes u busy,what are ur interests,whats ur fave fud,where u hangout,what makes u cry,what makes u smile.who are ur friends now…i cant blame you.i pushed u away.it’s late when i realized we’re in different worlds already.new circle of friends.when i try to fit in ur world, the more i feel far from you.far from what makes u happy.but id rather see u happy with them.id rather see u smiling,laughing ur heart out,having fun with them.than seeing u sad when ur with me..you dont like the new me.i dont like it either.i wish i could bring back the old times.i wish we’re kids again.laughing in the rain.swimming.playing street games.and even picking fights with other kids,wahahha..all of it,when we had fun together.when i made u happy.selfish huh.but im not.

and so id rather let u be with ur new friends.coz i cant take care of u.coz i always make u feel taken for granted.im sorry..

and so i wont keep u for myself.id rather see ur blissful face rather than see u pissed with me.id rather see u happy..

still..

im just here in case you need me..